I screamed all night
Infact, nights to be exact
I called every name I knew....
Frantically whispered to the sky
Yet no hand came to pull me out,
No one to clear away my doubt....
This assured me I will die...
Death not so glorified!!!!
It is no fun to hang on...
on little twig so fragile,
and yet to realise its only thing
That your doomed life depends
Amid of so many logs so strong
just a rotten straw to save your life
And in chilling water as you fight,
Searching in black hole for some light
You know nothing worked and no one came
It was hard now to hold those muffled cries
They burst with such an agony
Breaking clouds into darting tears
And I remembered how you had swam away
That pulled me down from gut
The urge to save myself started dying out
The voice of giving up getting loud
Then I released throttling the little twig
letting him to breathe in long time
The whirlpool of water swept and swirled me around
As if singing me some lullaby
Soothing the wounds and wrapping me in its arms
Whispering as if promising me heal my pain
I raised my arms and surrendered once for all
To my now true friend- death- realising my final call!!!!
Thursday, October 20, 2011
The surrender!
Message to unknown heart-- Just glad that we were lost!!!!
We shall raft in untested, unknown waters,
Friday, October 7, 2011
Crazy break-up song!
No emotions touch me
Don't show me your tears
'm as happy as my smile
And as crazy as I appear
I don't need your shoulders
I have my own to rest
and if I need an extra pair...
I will go up to the best
I won't stalk you anymore
Don't wait to hang up my calls
No m not crying for you... not this time
'm treating myself in that mall
Don't wonder what changed me
But credit goes much to you
I have learned to love my self
Than hoping you would ever do
Hang on I do not cry anymore
Not for thing you r concerned
'm phoenix and i came alive
every time you left me alone to burn
But no not this time honey...
I'm getting life that I love
without you to make it any miserable
Shocked??? Go get yourself better job!!