Monsoon love

I sit by the window pane,
As thunder kisses the balletic earth
And think of all the swirling thoughts
As wind waltzes with the playful dust

With Monsoon, cloud comes to meet the grass
She meets his each and every drop
With lush of green, a charming hue
She flourishes so much in his love

As rain platters in the glass
It whispers me your enchanting name
And, then my eyes flood with salty sea,
Broken heart is never the same.

I remember you galloping away that night,
It had rained, as if sky felt my pain
Lightening and thunder were so bold
Like me screaming, feeling all disdain

But today, love is circling lonely me
Yet I feel glum, teary and all the same
Monsoon yet teaches me a thing,
Love can never ever be tamed!!!

I envy them!!!!

Fingers inter-wined,
sending warmth...
engaged eyes
adoring gaze
and flushing cheeks
Yes, I envy them!

Warm hug,
departure kiss
missing you texts
and endless message beeps
longing look
waiting for calls
No, I never had!!

Surprise pecks
and love you notes
Lily at doors
Small things that prove,
How much you adore
Yes, I long for them!

Shoulder to cry
Hands to hold
Treasuring the tears
'Be sad no more'
Smile injected
Burden shared
Yes, I crave for them!

When silence speaks
Words get lost
Yet no need
for Google translator
An anchoring feeling
A thought of being not alone
Unspoken promises for hanging on
I wonder... if am entitled to them?!!!